So like i just now discovered Lana Del Rey. I know, I know. Hot mess. I was out of the country for two weeks last month, if it helps. Anyway I was listening to her song Blue Jeans and it inspired me to write this:
Sometimes I think I will love you forever
But then I get impatient with myself because I can literally feel your nothing
I can feel you feeling nothing toward me
And that makes me so fucking angry at myself.
So I blocked you.
Because you won’t even notice but I’ve noticed you not noticing that I’m having a great time without you and you not noticing is piercing me with the sharp edges of your nothingIcanfeelitIcanfeelyournothingIcanfeelyour nothingI.can.feel.your.nothing I
can feel your