I can feel your nothing

So like i just now discovered Lana Del Rey. I know, I know. Hot mess. I was out of the country for two weeks last month, if it helps. Anyway I was listening to her song Blue Jeans and it inspired me to write this:

Sometimes I think I will love you forever

But then I get impatient with myself because I can literally feel your nothing

I can feel you feeling nothing toward me

And that makes me so fucking angry at myself.

So I blocked you.

Because you won’t even notice but I’ve noticed you not noticing that I’m having a great time without you and you not noticing is piercing me with the sharp edges of your nothingIcanfeelitIcanfeelyournothingIcanfeelyour nothingI.can.feel.your.nothing I

can feel your

nothing.

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